Glum
I had no idea what I was feeling. I just got home from a buffet that was too filling. If I’m actually sad, it’s better to admit it and let it out.
- 4 days ago
Owls. Everyone is fond of owls.
http://www.papemelroti.com/contests.htm
Second time I’m entering this contest just for an owl-designed product. I’d actually buy it if it was there. Hope I win it!!!
- 2 weeks ago
Pool
What it does is suck you in and make you feel light. When it’s time to get out, gravity pulls you down.
- 2 months ago
"Graduating high school in roughly 15 hours and I haven’t even made some special post about my last moments as a high school student. Is this a sign? Nevertheless, I might realize all the important things just in time, too in time. I’ll just keep at it."
- 2 months ago
"In learning to make everything brief and concise, in news writing, in Tweeting, in conversations… Did I miss out on the bigger picture?"
- 2 months ago
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"I owe this tumblelog a post about lack of sentimentality. I’m too lazy and it’s my last day in school as a high school student tomorrow."
- 2 months ago
"I will not cry. Because that means nothing changed, and I already did the last, most “drastic” thing I could ever do to change things. And I am not feeling anything. (But I’m covering my ears, blind and deaf.)"
- 2 months ago
- 1
"Please keep giving me reasons to make the right decision for myself."
— I hate this. I didn’t realize I was wearing rose-tinted glasses again. There is no longer reality — only the positive and negative perspectives.
- 3 months ago
"IT’S NOT FUCKING CONSIDERED CRYING UNTIL TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE. BUT THIS IS THE CLOSEST TO CRYING IT HAS EVER BEEN."
- 3 months ago
"I wish I could at least temporarily have a heart of steel so I wouldn’t hurt or end up falling in a way that would cause an infinitude of problems."
- 3 months ago
- 1
X
Dear ____,
Okay, you know what, I know how you feel. Maybe that’s why there is this very subtle hidden connection between us. I don’t know your motives. I’m not sure about mine either. But I know how it feels.
Except you’ve reached that higher level and it probably made everything hurt more. But with the same logic you told me about the people around that person, I could be hurt less, but multiple, multiple times.
Thanks for trusting me. At first I was just entertained because I knew something more again, but really, I sympathized with you more. I didn’t tell that person. After what I found out I don’t think I’m telling him.
(I could just take revenge with you… kidding.)
You crazy person. How could you have put up with that person all this time? And you might still want it? I don’t even get what I deserve now.
I swear that I understand you. Maybe not the same way. But I understand the pain. All right, it may be completely different, but we’re somehow in the same situation.
(When presented with the opportunity and of course timely sadness, should I open up to you? Of course I’m not going to tell you the entire truth. But how about my pains, somehow? Or will you catch on? I can’t forget that I might turn myself into your enemy if I give too much information… Or can I turn you into my comrade?)
We’ll see each other. We’ll hang out. As you wanted to.
I wonder what’s going to happen next.
- 3 months ago
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